lyrics
don’t be the fuse to my bomb
a catalyst for this song
for you will think it all wrong
that i’m not one with aplomb
sans control what i say
and even less what i do
it’s the price that no one pays
because no one really can afford to
no one can afford to
no one can afford to
like a tornado i’m deployed
touché the finger of god
all in my path will be destroyed
for i am perfectly flawed
relentless with ambition
all filters disabled
i present my complexions
rumored as unstable
(rumored as unstable)
p a n i c
uncontrollable fear
and then suddenly
i’m riding high on my anxiety
yeah it’s making me
panic, panic, panic
p a n i c
uncontrollable fear
taking over me
removing every sense of my sobriety
i’m uncontrollably
panic, panic, panic
like a run away train that won’t stop
out of control without any help
auto detection completely does not
engage the protection for myself
i’m senselessly in control
even the blind can see
the sensation will grow
it’s overwhelmingly
(i’m encumbered overwhelmingly)
p a n i c
uncontrollable fear
and then suddenly
i’m riding high on my anxiety
yeah it’s making me
panic, panic, panic
p a n i c
uncontrollable fear
taking over me
removing every sense of my sobriety
i’m uncontrollably
panic, panic, panic
anxiety is high
already
with a
dark cloud in my mind
unsteady
and i
just want to explode
that’s why
you should not stand too close
p a n i c
uncontrollable fear
and then suddenly
i’m riding high on my anxiety
yeah it’s making me
panic, panic, panic
p a n i c
uncontrollable fear
taking over me
removing every sense of my sobriety
i’m uncontrollably
panic, panic, panic
panic
panic
confession
I made a new friend on facebook via a mutual friend. I learned more about Virtual Baptism through facebook chat. As we formed a new friendship he had shared an instrumental album he had saved for a long time. There were several great songs that I immediately loved. This song is one of the instrumentals I was drawn to lyrically. After recording the lyrics onto the song I went to work to make changes - giving it that Zajah-ness. I sent it back to Virtual Baptism and he was thrilled that the some came to life.